At The Start

When I started this blog all those years ago. 6? 7 years? Something like that. I would have never imagined that I would still randomly posting on it as a married woman with a child... First off  I didn't even think I would be married yet. I honestly think I didn't meet my husband till after I started this blog, though I didn't know he would be at the time.  Second the thought of even have children at the age of whatever I was at the time was just a gross concept that wasn't for me but my sibling could total have as many as they want so I could spoil them and just hand them back, got to love being a aunt. However the biggest thing that I wasn't expecting, outside of the married part still trying to rap my head around that one, is the possibility that I may want to change in how I run my blog.
Over the last couple of months I have been wondering the direction this blog should go in. Should I randomly spout out my opinion on things that I know for sure very few of the general public of my generation would not be happy with. I could do something similar to the first just with some research involved... but unlike the first this takes time not much of which I have and I don't get mad raging comment that I would be so looking forward too. Or as not many at least, I would hope. Anyway I will be making annoying choice in the coming future about the this lovely, mildly old blog of mine.

Mother's Day

Today was my first mother's day, obviously I've lived through a few but today was my first as a mother. My three month old son really didn't do to much for me he sorta just wined, cooed, smile, and made diapers that either me or my husband had to change.  However I now appreciate, even more so then I did before, what exactly my mother has done for me.  Not just in the last 3 month but in my entire life and not only did she do these motherly things for me but my sibling as well.
Over the next few, 18 or so, years I have a feeling I will know exactly how much my mother went through just to make sure I stayed alive. :P I'm looking forward to all these new experiences and the little things that my children will give me over these year, not just the physical gift but also the little joys and frustration of them simply being alive in this ever changing world

Life's movements

I was look at my blog today, the first time in a long time, and a few thing hit me. A) I am no longer a teenager and I haven't been in a couple years now. B) The fact that this blog still get the occasional view every once  in awhile make me happy, even though I haven't posted in over a year. C) That my style of doing thing have changed in the last year-ish. I looked at my blog and did a internal shudder. But now finals are over and ,though I'm not done with school, I'll be off for awhile because of various things happening that will be taking up a bunch of my time. So...... I may be posting on this a little more often.

Interesting

A funny thing happened to me...... I just realized that though I was home schooled most of my life this january I'm moving on.......... to university. :-/ I have insanely mixed feelings. Mainly because I didn't get in to my first choice for school. But who know where I'll be come next fall. :-) (hopefully my college of choice)

I Fail

The post title explains it all. I have not posted in the last year, to be completely honest I sort of forgot that I even had this thing. :P Between school and facebook that is. But I think I will take this up again. :) I remember the fun I had writing and posting without the instant annoyance of 'friends', having people liking your statues because they either agree or just laugh at it way less fun then one would think. :P So here I am posting. :) with probably no one reading this.
I love it. :)
however with the my insanely long absence I had to up date so much. :P

Life Update

OK, I'm still in college and I'm nearly done with my AA. :) I'll be finishing with that up at the end of spring quarter. but in order to finish it I have to take 20 credits next quarter. :P Let me see not much going on with the rest of the family other than that not much is new. :)

I'm off

well for about the next two months i will be a off traveling with my granddad. Probable my last true gone for way to long in from everyone you know vacation. :( but I'm determinant not to let that get me down. though being 18 is a big thorn in my side and it looks from here that thorn will not becoming out any time soon. :P well such is life. If I am able to connect to the internet while in traveling the U.S. but that shouldn't be to difficult. hopefully I'll post soon.:D